September 2010
I just had a really bad dream.
Ummm, I hate that dream. I dream it often.. the feeling I have when I wake up is awful. I’m don’t want to have that dream….
I miss you alot more than I though.. I see you everyday but I feel you so far apart. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
Welcome Fall.
This weather is perfect.
chilly and perfect. Ready for a Bonfire!
Today.
Was pretty great! The Lord is great!! I’m tired though, so I’m going to sleep.
I love you all.
Hey! Prayer Request.
This isn’t urgent or an emergency. Just nice. My friend Shandon (some of you know him) is in the Air Force, or trying to get in , or however that works. Anyways, he’s grown up a ton, I can already tell, but it would be super super super super great if you could pray for him. That he learns to only rely on Christ, and seeks God. Also, pray for his mom. He believes, I think, but I...
Next paycheck.
Tithe- given Scetchbook/journal- creativity husband journal- love this
Yeahhh, that’ll take up my whole paycheck :) Oh yeah, for fall break I’m buying my bestfriend what he wants for his birthday. His birthday is this week- he won’t mind it’ll be a month late- he doesn’t celebrate birthdays :) HA.
Ladies
start praying for your future spouse. Pray he loves the Lord more than he could ever love you. Pray he stays pure, pray he is preparing his future. Pray he is committed to whatever God calls him to do.
I’m starting a journal to my husband, next paycheck.
“I know, I know. me too. Like when people mess with me, I’m like whatevs, I’ll be...”
– Holly Stewart (via ktclark)
I love you Holly Stewart.
I get so frustrated with myself.
this is going to be the death of me. I need to learn how to chill, how to let things go. I just hold on tight to things, afraid of loss, and everyone pulls away.
I put a grip so tight on people they suffocate in the relationship, I hate that about myself. I just pray one day God blesses me with someone who cares for me as much as I care.
gahhhhhhhhhh.
Our God is not dead.
I hate how people act if they have a religion. Genuine Christianity is a relationship.
I really just desire to be content with only God.
Why is this not happening?
I’m frustrating myself so much, I’m driving myself into depression and self hate. I’m giving in to the lies….I’m sinking….
I'm tired of..
throwing a pity party for myself. I just need to get over myself and then things wouldn’t bother me. I don’t love you. I always say I do, but genuinely I’m not in love. I’m in love with the Creator of the world…not some silly boy who barely cares we’re friends. Anyways, I’m happy now. I love you all. Hope you’ve had amazing Sundays!
I just get lonely sometimes………
My sleeping habits are becoming unhealthy again. I was hitting the extreme of sleeping too often, now I’m falling back into the pattern of not sleeping enough. Why can I never meet the medium? I would just enjoy a normal nights sleep………….
AH. Life is so weird sometimes. Things end up so differently than we imagine. Things aren’t bad, just different, so abnormal from what we ever predicted. I find it frustrating to think about, it blows my mind how life works, how God works in lives. I never imagined I’d be here where I am today..
Today.
I plan on making it a good day! I’m about done getting ready, then I’m going to the Wal-mart, then work.
Yeah yeah.
Work tomorrow.
I love work, and I’m learning how to do it more! I just hate waking up that early. My mom’s birthday is next week, I need to go birthday shopping, I think I might start tomorrow. Love you all, praying for you all.
Crocheting a hat for Cure International.
Excited about this! :)
Went running.
Just got back. I love having other people to run with. I didn’t run all that much, I walked most of the time. It’s all good though. Progress is being made. I just need to be more healthy. I’m not looking to be more attractive, just more healthy.
I’m feeling great already though! I’ve always been a runner, just needed the motivation.
Today got better.
going running.
love this.
catching up on shows.
love this.
Hello.
I haven’t been on that much this week. It’s been refreshing, but I always miss the posts and posting. I’m so tired. I work tomorrow. That’s all I do these days.
This week has been really good, except today. I’ve ran a few times this week, and will tonight also.
Pray for me!
I can’t do this. This always happens. I move on, and he likes you. I’m not good enough. You wouldn’t even talk to him if I didn’t like him. This is awful. I’m done. I tired of this. I might cry.
Love you all.
I’m tired. I’m going to sleep. I didn’t do my homework or study. I’m slacking, alot! This . is . not . good.
I’ve worked the past two days, and I must again tomorrow.
I really do love my job!
Mary, Sorry if I was a bit harsh on you today. I don’t even know half the things either, I need to understand that you’ve only worked twice :) You really did do...
Make me more understanding Lord.
I’m rude sometimes, and I feel awful. I have no idea what that person is going through. I should be more humble, loving, and understanding
I struggle with this. I confess this. I’m sorry if I’ve ever been not understanding or rude. forgive me.
I'm up for school.
worn out. All I desire to do is sleep. I have no idea how I’m going to make it. I feel like just laying here. Sleeping.
There's something about this town.
everythingwasbeautiful:
It’s the people. It’s the high school. It’s the football team, the basketball teams, the various clubs. It’s the Cream City sign downtown and it’s the train depot. It’s Poet’s on the Square. It’s the movie theater that’s always a few degrees cooler than comfortable. It’s the rednecks that hang out at Tractor Supply. It’s Jefferson Avenue and Willow and Jackson Plaza. It’s...
whereartthouwildthings:
Some people still think suicide jokes are funny.
They aren’t. They never have been. They never will be.
I brought home cookies from work.
Bad idea.
but they are soo good!
Thank you God for a good job, with cookies :)
I used to put effort into my appearance.
I need to start doing that again. I’ve been so ugly looking lately!
I'm so worn out.
I never seem to have just me time anymore.
I lost the bracelet my bestfriend game me.
It was given to me after we broke up, as a symbol of our bestfriendship. I feel naked without it. Out of all 74552 braclets I have on my arm right now, I just want that one.
i pray i find it.
I have the worst head ache ever.
I’m tired. I think I’m just going to go to sleep. I’m just so worn out. I am getting irritated at everything. That’s no good. I get angry to quickly then. I need to be fast at my job. I’m just sad Night :)
P.S. I went to the homecoming game. It was alright. I love my friends though :)
Lord,
I need you to hold me. Wrap me in your arms and just hold me. I haven’t had the greatest of days. I’m worn out. I have a headache. Hold me.
Love, your broken child.
My mom is a compulsive liar.
I am her victim. I can’t live here. I have a head ache from being yelled at. Why? because I asked if she could take me to my last homecoming game so my sister could have the car for her little party. I have no idea why she yelled at me. No flippin’ idea. I can’t I can’t I can’t do this.
going to bed.
goodnight. love you all.
leggings are not pants.
So, I really love work, but it's hard.
Today I sliced my thumb. It hurt so bad… We didn’t finish until ten minutes after, but we got it done. Tomorrow, we will do better! I work tomorrow and Saturday. I get paid tomorrow! My feet hurt so bad!
This elderly (big) man had to help us lift the trash today, he was so darn sweet!
I love working with my bestfriend! Tomorrow, I will be more quick though! I have to have to.
Dear Jesus, make me less.
You’re enough. You’re enough.
i live to let You shine.
rant.
I miss how we used to be. Why’d we mess everything up? You’re what I’ve always wanted, you’re what I have, but do I really have you?
You love God more than anything….that makes everything good. I just don’t know why things are the way they are.
Let’s go back. Not mess up, but do it right. Please?
I’m sorrry, I’m sorrry, I’m so so...
Misses your posts.
Yes you. Every single one of you. One day I hope to catch up. ha, yeah right. One day I hope I can just sit here and go through some pages though.
Night :)
Least Religious Countries
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1. Sweden (up to 85% non-believer, atheist, agnostic) 2. Vietnam 3. Denmark 4. Norway 5. Japan 6. Czech Republic 7. Finland 8. France 9. South Korea 10. Estonia (up to 49% non-believer, atheist, agnostic)
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Beth's an aunt! Yay!
this is exciting. I know Ms. Delores is probably crying a river right now!
Congrats.
Beth Gibson is going to be an aunt.
Any minute now. Her sister in law went into labor earlier today, and now it’s about time. It’s a bit early, but no worries I don’t think. Pray Pray Pray Pray, and thank God for an amazing amazing amazing gift!
Lord, break my heart for what breaks yours.
Please oh Lord.
