I want to be in Cookeville….. so that I can just prove I’m worth loving to you. Maybe I’m over reacting, I just really wish you loved me. Convinced me to stay in Cookeville. I try so hard, even here , to prove to YOU that I love you. It’s all my fault now. You have nothing to do with my pain anymore. God I love you.
Three days in. It’s alright Sometimes I wish I had stayed. Alot more times than I thought I would. It’s just alot of stress. I have a ton of responsibility and I feel so unprepared. Soak City opens this weekend so the chaos begins. I’m excited, it means the summer is officially starting and hopefully everything will run smoothly. I know I can do this and I know I’ll be...
Turn my eyes from worthless things, and give me life through your word.– Psalm 119:37 (via lostinmelody)
I am so nervous about all the event of today. My stomach is dying. Craziness. Life is so good. Im so blessed.
My little sister graduates this morning. Then Im Sandusky bound. Yay. Now, to finish packing lol
I leave for Sandusky the day after tomorrow. I have a million things to do. I started packing, I still have soooooo much. :(
As Christians, the most important question in every circumstance is not what do...– Mark Driscoll (via cooljules)
Five days, almost four
I need to pack a little. Hahahhahaha
Today was awful. Its over though. God is good. Bills get payed tomorrow and packing begins. Marys boyfriend is riding to Ohio with me, yayyyy. Five more days:)
romanticcatholicism: don’t let anyone get in the way of you doing God’s will in your life. even if that person is your own self.
none of the benefit, all of the doubt: my thoughts... →
hsanytrid: my thoughts are clear but my words aren’t, like i have a grasp on this idea you’ve put in my head but once i touch it, it runs and hides again. i’m watching you drink your coffee and you won’t even look me in the eye. four years deep and you can’t even face my direction. you aren’t the person i…
One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.– Jack Kerouac, Dharma Blues (via lizjantzen)
Being tender and open is beautiful. As a woman, I feel continually shhh’ed. Too...– Zooey Deschanel (via rainydaysandblankets)
mikeclevenger: “Lord, teach me to pray, to want to pray, to delight to pray. When I pray, teach me to pray with faith, with hope, with love. Let me make prayer my first work, my persistent work, my most important work; work that I do for you, for others, for the whole world. Let my prayer be a channel for your love, your grace, your peace for those for whom I pray, and for myself, O dear and...
So, yesterday I sat down to fold and sort clothes for Cedar Point. As I was going through the pile I found my Haiti shirt and I smiled and laid it down in my lap. I started thinking about how it has been a year since Ive been there, and how I missed it so much. Then, I started praying for my friends in Haiti and the little family I discovered while I was there. I prayed esoecially for my friend...
Six days until Im Sandusky bound
Cedar Point, Lake Erie, Friends, Summer, Dinos. i can smell it now.
p.heartache: The harder thing →
whygodmadegirls: For me, the most difficult expression of love is forgiveness. They say love is a commitment, it’s waking up everyday committing yourself to loving that one person you chose. It’s not that hard, I think. It’s not that hard to love someone you have always loved. But loving…
"the enemy hates the artistic ones most of all,...
stillsmalltruths: Freedom Tools-Andy Reese.
This is our Jesus—the ultimate man, the ultimate King. This is warrior-poet...– Leslie Ludy, Answering the Guy Questions
afewshortbreaths: It feels so good to know that because of where God is soon to be taking me, nearly every desire to give my heart away has gone out the window because the plans He has for my life are far too exciting to give up for a questionable romance.
Love becomes a demon when it becomes a god.– C. S. Lewis, The Four Loves (via breatheknowledge)
I never deserved to be saved—but I was.– Romans 3:23-24 (via burning-bright-for-you)
Nothing's a breeze, we suffer, we bleed, for two...
romanticcatholicism: just because someone has a different opinion than you does not mean they are ignorant, intolerant, or phobic. Amenn
none of the benefit, all of the doubt: Sometimes I... →
hsanytrid: Sometimes I wonder if you remember it the way I do. I wonder if the colors of the room reminded you of being a kid and if the snow outside gave you some false sense of hope, like we’d be able to put that night in a bottle to be opened up whenever we please. I wonder if the sound of the clock…
If I’m not pointing people to Jesus then I’m wasting my life.– Aaron Gillespie (via breatheknowledge)
I hate my friends sometimes.